DiViNE EViL DiViNE EViL: July 2009


Sunday, July 12, 2009

Celebration of EViL.

Another year and another different viewpoint on the principles of EViL. The power that is to be harnessed instead of rebuked; the power that is to be assimilated instead of repelling it. It has been about three years since my last days of glory, and this is the rejuvenation of the creed of EViL, in an attempt to restore the rightfulness in my life.

Add-on: After reviewing my previous version, I have seen that it's a version I'm nearly satisfied with. Editions with it in future should be minute.

Original posted on: Sunday, July 10, 2005
Version 2: Thursday, July 20, 2006
Version 3: Thursday, July 12, 2007
Version 4: Saturday, July 12, 2008
Version 5: Sunday, July 12, 2009

Good Evening.

I am JLam, also known as Nevilinity, Aceildus, Holeyhell, GrowTrees...the list goes on. It is the darkness of anonymity concealing the truth behind...which exposes the weakeness in what you are up against.

I live in a world full of EViL. People who do not understand the virtue of patience, humility, creativity, unselfishness, optimism, flexibility and the ability to tolerate anger. The weaknesses of what we call intelligent beings who dominate the Earth, who in fact mostly do not acknowledge the benefits of kindness that is forgiveness. The weakness of acting based on a surge of emotions. Nobody can understand why people act by instinct, how stubborn characteristics change their acts, other's decisions, and the future, why people do not realize the joy of life. Nobody knows if your knowledge carries over to your afterlife because it won't affect it. Nobody can control the darkness of people, the anticipation of the sudden happening of natural events. Nobody can predict how the fairness of judgement and luck can fall upon people and change their character, lives, and future for others, for better or worse.

Such is the power of DiViNE EViL.

And to merge with that power shall the one dominate.
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

New Adaptations

So I've got a new keyboard to bring into camp so that I can practice on it even on weekdays. Well, more than a keyboard. It's a synthesizer. I'm not sure how to use the synthesizer functions so I guess I'm going to take some lessons on how to use them. On the other hand I can teach piano basics to peeps in camp (hopefully).

However the arrival of the synthesizer was marred by some crappiness. First the screen was malfunctioning. At first, half of the screen on the synthesizer was slashed by numerous vertical lines. After a while the whole screen went blank. Then it happened that they sent the wrong cover for the keyboard, as it was too small. Not to mention I feel kind of ripped off by the keyboard stand, which cost a lot despite it being two large bars of steel.

Hopefully all this dedication results in an improvement in my vision to do anything, as now I'm still wandering about without a real aim when my national service ends. It's still a tough decision to make...and it seems that the things that worry me at work are now far far away...though I will come to face the reality again starting next week. It will be quite some time again before I revert back to the lifeless being; the embodiment of oblivion...

And if it doesn't work, my commitments are all for nothing.

And I will have disappointed even myself.
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